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Still Love

by Teenage Wrist

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1.
Sunshine 03:14
Bless your calloused heart But I live to beg your pardon Flash that tired smile And lay me in your devil’s garden Feel a little sunshine In spite of your past lives And if it feels right Give a little of what you got away I can’t say for sure But we’re not who we were before this When you’re feeling small Remember that it’s not your fault Remember the taste so sweet Buzzing like honeybees You can’t take too much If you go slow
2.
Spit shined sticky yellow sun Oppressive air under the skyline I’m the sickened summer fly Sucking on day old skin and headlines Crashed in a sea of neon lights I haven’t seen a star in some time We want so bad to understand We wring the juice from our eyes Can we save the dark sky From the new pollution I’m trying not to go blind In my personal delusion Can’t see the man on the moon Nor the buffalo And when I look up homie There’s no starlight glow There’s always somewhere that You think you need to go Bamboozled by American hustle It’s a bullshit world It’s all spectacle And I speculate There’s more fools gold Nature boy That’s what’s magical But there’s no magic When the tricks get old Regenerate me In a world we all can see Let me tell my friends Paradise has eyes again (Or we could stay inside all night)
3.
Bad news on my breath I gotta smoke it out Bad teeth in my mouth I gotta smash it up I was a snake, or something vile It’s a shame, I can’t remember now But I still love Could I still love Bad taste on your tongue Why don’t you spit me out I talk big shit I got nothing to back it up I’m the shame and the sin of men The mistakes of my future son But I still love Could I still love And I’m made up of parts, not quite the sum Worth less for all I’ve done But I still love Bloodied knuckles and blackened eyes You wear your bruises like a disguise Because what you fear the most Are the words stuck in your throat But you won’t give up the ghost, no You just carry it alone And you still love Serpents in a row all devouring our tails We are hungry for injustice and we’re loading up the scales We signal revolution but we only know the motions Will our children kill for water, will they ever see the ocean When the oil runs out we’ll go deeper down the well Until we kill the children buried deep within ourselves But at the end of all the burning we’ll be crying for our mothers If we’d learned to love ourselves maybe we could have loved each other
4.
Digital Self 03:46
So I tried A casted smile but couldn’t read the room Sold my rights The market price of my attention grew I’m just a shadow of my digital self Traded my boredom for a comfortable cell I feel it slip away Disassociated Spaced out Inside a shallow and disinterested world Machine dream Where was I when they were stealing time Cut all ties Imagine all the love we leave behind Inside I’m just a shadow of my digital self Traded my boredom for a comfortable cell I feel it slip away Disassociated Spaced out We’re all so shallow Any outsider is an imposter Stick to the side roads No one can spot you
5.
Such pride mistaught You did what you thought you had to I spent my life Etching the same lines that divide you I wanna erase my mind So I could be understood I wanna come back to you with something good I just wanted to love myself I did the best I could I wanna come back to you with something good Don’t look back now The trail of dead Inherited sickness Proved to be fatal Can’t go back now It’s too late I kept my worst cards Under the table I’ve been so blind But the sons in your eyes Could try to cut the cyst out Such pride and shame I’ve been too afraid To put my fucking fists down I wanna erase my mind So I could be understood I wanna come back to you with something good I just wanted to love myself I did the best I could I wanna come back to you with something good Nurture the blame Nature, just the same thing
6.
Wax poetic Let’s go ahead and clear the air Wax poetic Tell me how you feel With a glass the size of my body Tell me how you found clarity At the expense of my emotions Wax poetic Abandon is the remedy And we’re moving through the motions Wax poetic Tell me how you sleep Feelings that cut like stripes The seasons will change your mind Between the space and time You whisper songs in my ear This is gonna change for the better
7.
Diorama 03:54
I heard about your god Found him hanging by a thread Can’t say I was surprised Isn’t that what we expect I heard about the war Had to turn away in shame I watch it through the glass And we go on selling faith Ooooh What is can never be undone Ooooh Tomorrow shines on everyone Tiny existence fills me full of dread Tiny music fills the diorama in my hands
8.
Cold Case 03:44
I am the one you know is there but you can’t see I am the rot inside your head, the words recede I am a cancer of the soul I grow strong as you get older Saying You will never be free You will never be free There is a light that no shadow can take away Tired, fragile as my spine but it can’t break Feel it stinging on your tongue Like the taste of your first love But I’m curled up in your throat I won’t let the sweetness go You will never be free You will never be free Tie me to a memory You will never be free You will never be free You will never be free You will never be free It’s what you want to believe You will never be free
9.
Got that itch So I scratch on pink tile You gotta crack your head open To see who’s inside And I’m not that sad About anything really I just hurt where I can’t quite feel A strange anatomy Stay awhile Don’t blame yourself anymore Stay awhile I don’t feel myself anymore Feeling grey Like a waterfall at midnight If I could just pull the full moon down To light the way out And I’m not that sad About anything really But I’d help you before myself Until it hurts me Stay awhile Don’t blame yourself anymore Stay awhile (until the end) I don’t feel myself anymore Back to the earth I go Cause deep inside I’m not the same Back to the earth I go I’d rather die than feel this shame Back to the earth I go Cause deep inside I’m not the same Back to the earth I go We all must die, just look away
10.
Smile for me as you’re tied to the bed Never could sleep without the ring in my head When I’m stuck down there you wanna know If I am numb, but you don’t care We’re all stuck down and you wanna know if we’re alive A humbug in heat In shadows you please Impersonate me You are the disease In bed, with the chemicals staining the skin And your memories fading away When I’m stuck down there you wanna know If I am numb, but you don’t care We’re all stuck down and you wanna know if we’re alive We’ll please you And leave you feeling low We’ll feed you Enough to keep you slow
11.
Sprawled 05:06
Strangers in a strange world Top of a hill, staring out Voices in the pale Paid me no mind til you came down Sprawled out in the street When all of the lights turn green Fireflies graced the sea They’re nothing now, a memory We’re made of mistakes But we could let them fade When you let your light break through Nobody shines like you Where could the street ever take us now Back to the start where we meet? Future’s only gonna pin you down So let’s stay right here for now
12.
Dissecting a dead pig To see if the heart’s intact Made the incision Nothings gonna bring it back I was a child Seeing what made me hurt It took awhile But I think I found the nerve Ketamine dreaming, take me home Bury me deeper inside my soul I’ve been a coward Demons went undisturbed But I spent a lot of sunshine Digging my skin like dirt I found a mirror At the bottom of the well Might be the first time I ever really saw myself Ketamine dreaming, take me home Bury me deeper inside my soul Carry me through tomorrow Carry me now It goes on and on and on

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released August 4, 2023

Teenage Wrist is
Marshall Gallagher - Voice, Guitars, Bass
Anthony Salazar - Drums, Voice, Percussion

Produced by Marshall Gallagher, Anthony Salazar, and Kevin McCombs
Mixed by Josh Wilbur
Mix Assistant Engineer: Kyle McAulay
Engineered by Kevin McCombs
Mastered by Ted Jensen
Additional Engineering by Sam Madill and Nathaniel Motte

Recorded at
The Steakhouse, North Hollywood, CA
Red Hawk Residency, Yucca Valley, CA
Guy Luxe Studio, Glendale, CA

Additional vocals on
“Dark Sky” by SA Martinez
“Still Love” by Mercedes and Phoenix Arn-Horn
“Wax Poetic” by Lindsey Nico Mann
“Cigarette Two-Step” by David Marion and Nick Crawford

Additional vocals and bass on “Humbug” by Kamtin Mohager
“Diorama” Co-Produced by Nathaniel Motte
Additional production on “Diorama” by Ryan Osterman
Bass on “Cigarette Two-Step” by Kevin McCombs
Saxophone on “Sprawled” by Robert Pera
Cello on “Diorama” by Kent Osborne

Album Artwork by Colin Crane

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